ana lee. abreezy. sixteen. junior. rhythmjrs<3. retired ballroom. 1126089(;
I bet
that people wonder why half the time of the day I’m so sad even though I have a boyfriend, friends and family and probably think that I have it good.
i’m sorry to say that i’m so sad because of all the stress and pain that I feel. I just want to get out of here and go somewhere where I don’t have to worry about any pains, depression, anger or stress but I can’t. there’s no way of escaping it and when I try to cope it seems as if I can’t and it makes me want to scream and cry but I keep myself confide in this room of mine.
at other times I’m so happy because of my friends family and boyfriend but once they’re gone I feel like i’m alone in this world feeling like I can’t take anything. my chest strikes me pain all the time and it causes me to stop breathing. also, the endless nightmares that fill my nights. It’s too much and i can’t take it, I feel like I might stop breathing while I’m sleeping. I can’t take this pain, these feelings, it’s too much.
sorry for complaining folks.
